loving and losing

Loving and Losing How do you stop the beat of the heart that’s stubborn?How do you free your mind from a face that makes you think of white lace and promises? Loving someone is a beautiful feeling. The day is brighter, our mood is cheerier, we dazzle, and we bloom. Life is intense, vivid with color and hues. You wake up one morning and think.. oh gee I’m in love. Life is beautiful. The rest may go to hell, but me, I’m in love! But what happen when love turns to hurting? When loving brings pains and insecurities? Can you still call it love? When do we know when loving is enough? When it’s time to say goodbye? Can we handle the pain? Can we handle the longing, the fear that there might not be another one who makes our heart sings? Someone who turns our head with joy? Someone who’s voice make us go kilig! They say love is a decision not a feeling! When you make a decision not to love this person anymore because….. (think.)Think of all the time he makes you wait for an hour.Think of the time he did not returned you text message and I love you’s. Think of the time he didn’t greeted you happy valentines and happy new year…. Can you imagine a future of several wedding anniversaries go unnoticed? Think of the time when he makes your heart bleed over another girl! (a thousand minus point!) If one needs a lesson in insensitivity, this one is it. Isn’t this enough decision to stop the feeling? The decision to love is really right… the decision to lose it is another thing. And only you will know whether you made the right decision... I can only hope that you made the right one.

MY LIFE..

My life, I should say is something so plain and ordinary but I admit, it is also grand in a way. You might be wondering on what aspect did this actually happen? Well, for simple reason.. In all the problems, tribulations, trials that comes my way, there's always my God.. He never abandoned me, never neglected me in any way.. My God! I don't know how'd I've lived my life without him.. I'm so blessed to have my God with me.. But, know what? My God is not a selfish God.. In fact, He's also inviting you to talk to Him, visit Him.. He's everywhere, waiting patiently for you to talk to Him.. I hope you will not disregard His invitation, for you and Him to talk.. God bless all of us.. May our Lord God continue to shine upon us..

hay, tatay ko...

hay.. it's hard to think that there are people who can get you irritated but you know that you don't know how to live your life without that person.. co'z that person made you complete as an individual.. you may have your differences but you know that you can settle those differences.. it sucks! knowing that life without that person is unbearable.. without his genes i won't be here.. who am i referring to? whoelse, but my father.. he annoys me, irritates me atbp.. we're so different from each other, but one thing i realized, i love my father so much.. i know that i won't be complete without him.. to all the fathers out there and to you, papa: happy father's day! may you continue to look for your star.. you may not be the brightest star amongst all the father in the world, but who cares? you have us, anyway.. your family.. we love you and we will not exchange you (even if we'll be given a chance) for another father.. i hope you will realize that we will always be here for you..

how am i suppose to know?

many things have been clogging my mind, like how am i going to finish my grad studies, am i going to marry or not? oh! what am i suppose to do with my life? but all in all, it's not a question of what but how am i suppose to know what i should do.. life has been too complicated, for rich people they got a lot of opportunities they can't decide on what will be the priority, until finally ending up to nothing.. to poor people, they got no opportunity or if they have they don't have skills to partake in that life process.. life is kinda hard, but it's harder if you don't know whom to trust.. in this so-called life, i only have one refuge and that is my God.. i may not be blessed with so many opportunities or with lots of comforts in this life, but as long as I have my God, i know i can't ask anything more.. life's complexities should not stop me from dreaming and achieving co'z there's still my God who provides my needs.. i'm just so thankful, that He didn't just give me a life to waste but He gives me a life that gives meaning to life per se.
i am so in-love with my God!
why? because He never allows me to feel that i'm alone.. having a relationship with human being is not easy, you cannot determine which is which but with my God everything is transparent.. you just have to come to Him in prayer everytime, you need to speak to Him.. and i tell you, He will just be there.. i hope you get time to talk to Him, afterall He's not mine alone but ours, He is our God!
so long folks, till next ish.. ciao!

Life is too easy, too difficult to understand...

Who says that life is easy? Who says it's difficult? Well, whatever your opinion is, it doesn't matter.. I am single right now and I've experienced having boyfriends and for me, there was no difference in whatever status.. Well, others may say because he's not yet the right man, maybe true.. But my point of argumentation is, whatever you do with your life, it's your life.. It's how you treat your life.. If you will choose to be miserable then, that's your choice.. No one can question that, it's what you want for your life.. To live a life is not easy.. It always give people the creep of looking into the future.. I must say that, from a single's point of view, life is something so difficult and so easy.. As the line in the song says: "Life is something that you give it away." Your life, my life, is not ours.. It's for other people to enjoy.. If you can have a chance to make others happy, then do it.. Who knows of what will happen next? You don't know until when you will live.. What matter is that you have people in your life now, who's happy that you are there in their lives.. I know now what I want, I know now what to ask God, that to have friends, they maybe few, but I know they will stick with me through thick and thin.. Living life is not easy when you're alone, but try to live it with friends around, I'm sure you will enjoy it, the same way I do..
I hope you have some good memories to share to your friends, so, you will always have something to laugh about.. Ciao!

How is it to continue living?

How is it to continue living?

How is it to continue living
The first time we've met, I easily realized that you will become a special person in my life
What I didn't know is that you will become my special someone
How come all good things must come to end
When I just realized that I finally love you.
How is it to continue living
It was hard to explain how we became special
When they say that there's nothing special between the two of us
What they say is not important, what matters is that we love each other
Or so I think, because right infront of my face you have shown me, how you loathed me.
How is it to continue living
It was never easy to forget you
Afterall, we've been friends
I need to let go, I need to free myself from the kind of loving you've given me
I just pray that someday, somehow, we will be able to forgive each other.
How is it to continue living?
I don't know, who knows the answer
But someday, I hope I will know the answer
And when the time comes that we meet again both of us can give each other a smile
And say, how are you my friend?

"Who says that there are too many fishes in the ocean? Sometimes, there's just one fish." - Ally McBeal

"Who says that there are too many fishes in the ocean? Sometimes, there's just one fish." - Ally McBeal
Can you relate to that line above? Maybe true, maybe not, but what is important is that you know how to swim... One day, you might just realize you haven't catch any, and if somebody will say, who cares, that's not true.. You care, co'z it would mean something in your life.. You are the most special person on earth, you may have not catch any fish but there is someone above who has catch you even before you have started asking this question.. You are loved, don't forget that.. You deserve to be happy, unmindful of the thoughts that you have been worrying now.. You just do, what is right and follow your heart.. The heart knows where to lead you.. You are Jesus special someone, do not forget that.. He loves you more than you'll ever know.. Do not waste your time worrying about your future, He will take care of it.. Do not waste your time crying over spilled milk, it has been long over due.. Let God take care of everything and most of all, you.. You are His dearest child.. JESUS LOVES YOU!