loving and losing

Loving and Losing How do you stop the beat of the heart that’s stubborn?How do you free your mind from a face that makes you think of white lace and promises? Loving someone is a beautiful feeling. The day is brighter, our mood is cheerier, we dazzle, and we bloom. Life is intense, vivid with color and hues. You wake up one morning and think.. oh gee I’m in love. Life is beautiful. The rest may go to hell, but me, I’m in love! But what happen when love turns to hurting? When loving brings pains and insecurities? Can you still call it love? When do we know when loving is enough? When it’s time to say goodbye? Can we handle the pain? Can we handle the longing, the fear that there might not be another one who makes our heart sings? Someone who turns our head with joy? Someone who’s voice make us go kilig! They say love is a decision not a feeling! When you make a decision not to love this person anymore because….. (think.)Think of all the time he makes you wait for an hour.Think of the time he did not returned you text message and I love you’s. Think of the time he didn’t greeted you happy valentines and happy new year…. Can you imagine a future of several wedding anniversaries go unnoticed? Think of the time when he makes your heart bleed over another girl! (a thousand minus point!) If one needs a lesson in insensitivity, this one is it. Isn’t this enough decision to stop the feeling? The decision to love is really right… the decision to lose it is another thing. And only you will know whether you made the right decision... I can only hope that you made the right one.